"I started to imagine who this little person would be and how excited I was to have another one, and then I was hit with an overwhelming wave of anxiety," wrote Holt, 34."I guess that's what happens after miscarriage."
"It was the same with James , it was there during my pregnancy with Elle ," she said,"and I found myself experiencing it again this time." The"Pretty Little Liars" star shared that she believed she'd"feel slightly more hopefully" after"two healthy pregnancies," but said"the feeling was the same." Holt and Joblan tied the knot in August 2018. The couple welcomed son James in March 2019, and daughter Elle in September 2020.